Chapter 1909 Things Siblings Can't Do, But>>4
- Not having a car proved to be a great excuse for laziness. I showered and got dressed properly before Anna got back, but I didn't really do much else.
- One of the very few things I did do was jerk off. I felt guilty that my need to do so had been triggered by my little sister, but not guilty enough to repress my sexual urges. I also felt kind of bad that I thought about her while I got myself off. It was a tricky situation all round. The obvious argument to make was that I absolutely should not think about, or engage in, any kind of sexual activity with Anna. That shouldn't have even been a point worth debating.
- However, it was more complicated than that. It felt good to get a blowjob, or feel a girl up, or any number of other things. Those things didn't feel any worse just because the girl in question was my sister. As long as Anna didn't mind, and as long as our activities didn't go much further than they already had, it was all just harmless fun. That was my rationalization while masturbating, at any rate.